moats and boats and waterfalls / 9:33 am

All I want is music and family and the people who are truly caring and real and kind to me. Instead, there are office hours, two classes, studying, group meetings, and a Telephone-a-Taco fundraiser (!) waiting for me... all day. Couldn't I just take a day for myself? To read, to make something, to use my hands for something other than typing and writing about conflict theories and diffusion of sound. One could argue that I am wasting typing this little entry, but I don't have time to do anything bigger or more time-consuming... this is it. All of this mindlessness better be worth it. If nothing else, I can always make tacos.

I just want to feel fulfilled, but how?